Hamzah Jumpa Abang Neil and lil Neil Afdhal :)

Salam sayang buat anak ummi,Hamzah budak2 baik2 anak soleh insyaAllah :)

You slept early tonight,near 8pm which is not the usual :) Ummi guess Hamzah have had a long day and little nap tengahhari tadi on the way kita attend lil Neil Afdhal's aqiqah so lepas maghrib Hamzah da mula penat ngantuk sgt. Alhamdulillah ummi glad we made it to aunty Ain and Uncle Faiz's aqiqah ceremony for their new born son inspite of ummi being busy catching up hoping to be ready for my final exam. Ummi needed a break and do something different from study routine to spend time with Hamzah. Cuma one thing ummi rasa terkilan sedih and overworry today when for the first time you had obvious bruise atas kelopak mata kiri lepas terhantuk pada meja belajar ummi when you tried climbing up the work chair :(( Ummi should have tried to keep you off the chair and table like usual tapi Hamzah memang kuat suka nak memanjat nowdays. Nasib baik ummi tak pengsan gak tgk your state,you cried but ummi managed to cepat2 calm you down and sapu minyak gamat on the bruise cut. You were your usual self however throughout the day.So ummi beleive eventhough benjol tu looks ugly on you and its a first tapi it will not lead to more serious injury insyallah.Ummi will keep looking into it ok sayang for the next few days.Hopefully it'll heal on its own and wont need further attention at the clinic.Ummi rasa sedih sgt still tgk the bruise on you.It's a normal motherly feeling,kalau boleh mmg nk protect takmo pape jadi ke atas diri anak physically. So we are both the strong ones kan cayang?InsyaAllah ummi sentiasa tuturkan,doakan Hamzah will be strong mentally and physically as  you grow.

We had good time at Neil Afdhal's aqiqah today kan?Ummi suka tgk Hamzah try your best to get comfortable with the crowd especially kids near your age.Even baby Neil Afdhal Hamzah nak tegur.Tapi abang Neil Luqman yang suka pulak ngusik Hamzah ye kejap nak share jelly kejap tak nak (Aunty Ain if you're reading this,sorry Hamzah sesekali emo plak).Kids are just being kids kan :) Hamzah had good appetite makan nasi minyak kuah korma,chocolate cake and fruits.

Overall it was a nice relaxing day for times spent together kan?Cuma ummi as usual memanglah rasa penat doing alot of driving.Takpe,now ummi your driver and when you can drive legally then insyaAllah ummi harap Hamzah will take over some of that chore ok :)

Ummi sayang Hamzah always,be a good boy and soleh son to ummi :) Hugs and kisses!

Happy 19 months old Hamzah!

salam sayang buat anak ummi,hamzah cayang2 budak2 baik :)

Hamzah just turned 19 months 2 days ago.Intially ummi plan ingat nak make a special entry to mark your monthly birthdate tapi tak kesampaian jugak hajat ummi.Too much stuff on my mind with exam preparation and stress over other matters usually buat ummi rasa lack of time and focus to blog.However bear in mind Hamzah memang sentiasa dalam ingatan and hati ummi when we are together and when i am out attending lectures.
Everytime ummi renung Hamzah,selalu terdetik dalam hati ummi how much i feel blessed for having you in my life.Eventhough ummi still new at parenting and being a mom tapi i'm very much glad up until this day Allah has blessed me with more strength to bear this responsibilities inspite of the ups and downs we face in our life. Ummi selalu terkenang ingatkan jugak those moments i spent with you Hamzah when you were still in ummi's tummy..
Each time when ummi feel very sad and down,menangis sorang-sorang so ummi will usap2 my baby bump while imagining tengah usap2 Hamzah and whispered to you that Allah has known and planned with me carrying you it is meant for Hamzah to keep ummi company and by my side,ceriakan hidup ummi sentiasa through happy times and bad times.Ummi as well am to keep you company and do best to raise you up well insyaAllah.
Thank you Allah SWT for giving me this opportunity.
Ummi sayang Hamzah and sentiasa doakan Hamzah menjadi anak yang baik.soleh and setia pada ummi insyaAllah.Semoga Allah SWT makbulkan doa ummi sentiasa untuk mahukan segala yang terbaik untuk Hamzah

Hamzah at near 1 year 7 months old

Salam sayang buat anak ummi,Hamzah cayang2 budak2 baik :)

Lusa insyaAllah genap Hamzah umur 19 bulan. So much you've learned all the while and ummi just glad alhamdulillah you're healthy.Some photos taken of Hamzah recently yang ummi suka tgk :)

 Our dinner at sushi king this week, Hamzah's first try at Japanese food :)

 Wallpaper pic Ummi in my phone:Hamzah in your new pajama suit

Cak!!Peekaboo,Hamzah gelak kat ummi amek ur photos

Just a short entry for now,ummi love looking at these photos of you especially.Selamat tahun baru maal hijrah to us and the rest of the muslims around the world.Ummi doakan banyak for us,semoga Allah makbukan doa ummi as your ummi Hamzah.Ummi love you always.Hugs and kisses to my little man :)

Post Raya Haji WIth Hamzah

Salam sayang buat anak ummi,Hamzah :)

Ummi have had busy week this week with programming assignment due. Inspite of hectic schedule with my studies,ummi juggle macam biasa with off campus duties for us. It gets to me off course at times,it is extra tiring coping student life and parenting life tapi insyaAllah ummi sentiasa doakan moga Allah SWT permudahkan urusan-urusan ummi especially untuk pastikan kehidupan Hamzah and ummi terjaga baik. Ada kala masa ummi rasa sayu fikirkan renungkan Hamzah tapi most times off course seeing you growing up each day in front of my eyes just gives me neverending bliss.Alhamdulillah,when being asked seronok tak jadi ibu?Ummi pasti reply memang seronok,walaupun penat and mixed feelings macam-macam nak pegang tugas sebagai ibu ke Hamzah.Ada perasaan takut,risau,geram etc but at the end of each day Ummi tell myself that it is all worth it for I get to see you grow up healthy and smart.Ummi doakan Allah besarkan Hamzah dengan baik and selamat sentiasa depan ummi. Ummi yang rasa extra missing Hamzah this week sebab dah sibuk everyday and by night time ummi dah penat tapi curi-curi masa jugak layan main-main dengan Hamzah.Hopefully today or tomorrow I can make up to you bawa Hamzah jalan-jalan or we go for a swim nanti.Dah lama ummi teringin bawa Hamzah for a swim at the pool.

Hamzah in your new pajama :)

Although i've been busy,ummi selalu teringat and simpan dalam hati the moments spent with Hamzah as I bring you for a stroll everyday during cuti Raya Haji ke playground recently. Hamzah now langkah panjang seronok berjalan on your own so occasionally Ummi let you walk freely around playground.Ummi selalu rasa very touching though sebab Hamzah tak akan terlangkah terlalu jauh and cepat without stopping for a short time turning your head back to glance at ummi to make sure ummi close to you and then extend out your hand nak hold ummi's hand. Ummi rasa sayu with your gesture,off course ummi harapkan serta doa bila Hamzah dah besar dewasa you will be the same towards ummi.Hamzah tak akan pergi jauh dari ummi and will always be with ummi,Jadilah a good muslim man one day but everyday and always be a good soleh son to ummi,ameen.

Ummi dah reaching close towards the final point of my struggling journey for my studies insyaAllah.Once it's over it will only pave way for us to embark on another new journey soon insyaAllah,ummi harap doakan Allah SWT will have better plans for us.Apa pun it is ummi's promise to myself and to Hamzah, I will go on do the best for myself and for you,my son. Ummi harapkan i will be a person that I can be proud of myself,as well as for Hamzah and the rest of our family to be proud of me as well.Ummi love you always,my son.Hugs and kisses always.

Salam Raya Aidil Adha From Ummi and Hamzah

 Hamzah segak in your jubah for raya aidil adha 2011

Hamzah enjoying your vitagen pada pagi raya

Salam sayang buat anak ummi,Hamzah yang soleh insyaAllah :)

We are celebrating raya aidil adha for the second time together this year my son. Alhamdulillah,ummi bersyukur for this wonderful opportunity Allah has set for us. Never a day passed by until today everytime I wake up I still feel as if seeing you growing up in front my eyes always a wonderful dream :) Besarnya kuasa Allah SWT ciptakan Hamzah membesar dengan sihat.It never fail to amaze me seeing you growing up well and smart my son. Semoga Hamzah sentiasa di lindungi,membesar ke arah jalan lurus yang terbaik Allah tetapakan,be good soleh son to ummi ok sayang?Ummi love Hamzah always,little hugs and nonstop kisses for my sweet little boy :)

Our raya aidil adha this year is simple yet I am always thankful as I have you by my side my son.Kita mesti belajar bersyukur dengan segala rezeki Allah set for us.We have nasi impit kuah lontong,satay ayam and few desserts for juadah raya. Malam nanti ummi pasangkan pelita to light up our home ok :)

Hamzah at 18 months old

salam sayang buat anak ummi, Hamzah budak2 baik budak2 sweet :)

Happy 18 months old Hamzah cayang!Hamzah makin big boy,makin pandai and makin tinggi :) Ramai yang comment gitu especially about your height which baffles ummi sometimes since I am not tall ;)

Right now you are asleep and ummi hope soundly without interruption and discomfort tonight.Ummi had a whole day of worrying over you eversince you started not feeling well since early morning. Hamzah didn't show any weird sign the night before,so Ummi got surprised when you woke up earlier this morning and you started to throw up nonstop.Tak pernah ummi tengok Hamzah muntah nonstop no matter what you consume tapi thats just how you were.

Buat ummi risau fikir bukan-bukan and diagnose sendiri the possibilities that made Hamzah vomit tapi ummi suspected definitely got to do with some food you must have eaten probably recently.Cian tengok Hamzah minum susu and muntah,minum air masak and muntah,makan bubur and muntah,minum vitagen and muntah!Tengok Hamzah dalam keadaan tak bermaya nak rest tido dalam dakapan ummi je dari pagi buat ummi panik nak bersiap awal2 kot2 u have to be hospitalised.First thing we did was to go see your doctor at private clinic and after some checking she suspected Hamzah ada tersilap makan something and its normal viral infection on children.Your temperature was at borderline for fever.So you were given ubat untuk tahan muntah as well as mixture syrup for tummyache and wind. As we got back home after an hour and later Ummi nampak slowly Hamzah getting better.You can drink air masak tanpa muntah,susu sikit2 tapi muntah balik sikit and makan sup bubur tapi muntah sikit2 and tak semua macam in the morning.Tiba awal petang ke atas Hamzah dah mula bertenaga balik boleh berjalan nak active.At night time you were back to being yourself tapi nampak jugak raut muka Hamzah rasa penat after whole day tak sihat.We both rasa penat whole day kan tapi insyaAllah Ummi will be strong mentally physically for Hamzah sebab ummi your "super-ummi" :)

Ummi will need to sleep soon as well after a long day risaukan Hamzah tapi insyaAllah ummi sentiasa doakan mohon Allah SWT lindung Hamzah sentiasa dari penyakit serius and semoga cepat sembuh.Esok harap2 Hamzah progress lebih nak sihat boleh main2 macam biasa and to be on the safe side i'll get you to drink some glucose drink oralyte to replenish top up the glucose and minerals you have lost from all the vomitting.

Hug and kisses always for my little man,cepat2lah Hamzah grow up be soleh son boleh jaga Ummi baik2.Ummi love you always my son.

Hamzah's Outing To Ikea and Toys R Us

Hamzah being good in your buggy at IKEA

Handsome Hamzah :)

Salam sayang buat anak ummi,Hamzah budak2 baik anak soleh insyaAllah,

Ummi been wanting to update on your progress,but we've been busy as always kan sayang?Today we had a long day out,tapi now at night eventhough ummi penat but i am always happy to see you happy my son. We had a good time out today at IKEA and Toys R Us.I love looking at you when you love playing and running around at the kids section of those two stores. We got you your very own play table now from IKEA.Ummi plan to teach you to do colouring at your play table nanti since I got us washable watercolour pens from Crayola at Toys R Us .Best part of all yang Ummi soooooo happy to see you happy is when we got you your very own indoor/outdoor slides ummi bought at Toys R Us!!!Ummi dah perasan for a while now Hamzah dah bosan with all your toys.Balik umah je ummi terus assemblekan the slide while you sleep and when you woke up,macam malu-malu je dulu ummi rasa Hamzah fikir kot-kot dalam mimpi terkejut nampak slides baru depan mata. Soon enough you start climbing its stairs and terus slide away together with your boo-boo teddy bear :) Alhamdulillah.

Just short updates on you, yang ummi observe lately:

• Appetite Hamzah: you like sup tom yam campur,pizza (pizza hut/dominos),ayam goreng McDonalds/A&W
• Vocab:You can say "yes"
• Counting: Hamzah suka tgk video cousin abang musadiq counting his fingers on ummi's iphone,so you tend to imitate follow as well.You will repeat to say after me when i say "One,Two,Three" you will repeat "2=to,3=ti" while counting your fingers.Sometimes Hamzah suka mengira as well bila tengok buah-buah limau kasturi kat pokok ummi tanam jaga ;)
• Most times when ummi gi kelas,Hamzah merengek nak ikut sama tak suka being left behind and i'll sing to you.....

"I love you,you love me"

"We are one big happy family"

With a great big hug and a kiss from me to you"

Please say that you love me too"

Hamzah mesti terhibur rasa tenang then before we part and ummi will say to you with a promise "Ummi gi kejap je,ummi will be back soon ok sayang!Ummi sayang Hamzah,jaga diri jangan nakal2 selamat belajar :)"

Ummi sayang Hamzah,be a good boy and soleh son to ummi.

Hamzah and for the love of apple....products!

Salam sayang buat anak ummi,little ustaz in the making,Hamzah :)

Ummi just want to share this little fact on you sayang. Nowdays since you're getting cleverer, you absolutely love looking at my iphone or any other smartphones/ipad such that you even think it works the same on flat screen tvs (you'll tap your tiny little fingers over and over again on the tv's screen hoping for some sort of reaction on the program).

Your usual way of approaching me when you want to play with my iphone is by persuading me to pass you the iphone (sampai tengok2 belakang ummi kot2 ummi sorokkkan) and pester ummi to click on the photos and vids app/babytv app so you can play or have a look at recorded videos of yourself. Most times ummi try to suit to your liking and layan you play but definitely during your sleeping time at night is due i've to make sure you go to bed as early as best for you.One thing ummi can never forget last night was HOW difficult it was for me to get you to sleep!!!Simply because you wanted to lawan mata ngantuk you persuade me to play with you on my iphone app.You tried ways and means to make sure ummi will switch the iphone apps so you can have a look at videos and play the games.Ummi biasa sometimes to a point pretend to sleep so you'll follow to sleep tapi seboleh-boleh last night you don't want me to sleep.Ummi baring next to you with my eyes shut and one hand over my face while you're still sitting holding my iphone.You persuaded me by sitting on my tummy,rolling about on my feet and lastly eventhough i didn't budge and still pretend to sleep you actually tried to lift up my fingers and hand from my face and put the phone in my palms!!

Hahaha by then ummi dah give in jugak gelak2 kat Hamzah and Hamzah pun gelak sama in victory sebab managed to get ummi to stop pretending to sleep and play with Hamzah instead(and that was at 10pm plus sampai ummi abandon studying my notes ok!!!).Last-last we both slept jugak eventually lepas main2 phone for a while.

Sabo je lah anak teruna ummi sorang ni,ummi sayang hamzah always.be good boy soleh son to ummi :)

PS:A special tribute to the late Steve Jobs,you're certainly a person to be remembered for your ways of revolutionizing today's technologies for your creations has sparked the young generations of today including my 17 months old son to be smart at learning new knowledge to understand as part of his (growing up) life :)

Hamzah and fireworks

a shot of the fireworks display we saw together,

courtesy of ummi's final year project supervisor

(thanks, you did a great job coordinating the fireworks!)

Salam sayang buat anak ummi,Hamzah budak2 baik budak2 manis :)

A few nights ago campus ummi had a night function to celebrate its anniversary.Ummi at first wasn't planning to go since i hardly knew much about it. But after i found out there's going to be fireworks display ummi thought why not?!We should go and i was hoping you will enjoy the fireworks display.

So that night we went near 9pm and gathered in the open carpark area where there were stageshow,massive crowd and stalls selling food and drinks.Hamzah was in your good mood,sitting nicely in your stroller.We waited patiently a bit farther away from the massive crowd and as the countdown begins ummi got really excited.Eventhough Hamzah tak tau whats going on :)

Exactly 9pm sharp, the fireworks were shot into the pitch black sky one after another.It was a beautiful sight to ummi and I was expecting you'll react the same but unfortunately you got scared!! :) Ummi cepat2 dukung Hamzah calm you down close to my chest.Luckily you didn't cry much,maybe because you were already sleepy ready for sleep.Ummi took videos most of the time during the firework display.I'll try to upload later in this post so it's a captured memory in our mind during time spent together.

Ummi just want to share with you the moment we went through that night.Ummi realised after most times when busy juggling our life together between my studies,parenting life and beyond that ummi hardly use some quiet moments to look up at the sky and appreciate the beauty Allah SWT provides for us. On that particular night, ummi felt all at once:excitement,happy,in awe and just bliss to share viewing the fireworks display with my son,Hamzah.

Ummi love you always my son.Be a good soleh son to ummi.

Hamzah at 17 months old

Salam sayang buat anak ummi,Hamzah budak2 hensem budak2 baik :)

As I write this post,you are sleeping soundly in your playpen. Few days ago on the 29th September 2011 you turned 17 months old.Alhamdulillah so far ummi observed you are growing well and healthy.Ummi sentiasakan doakan Hamzah will be under Allah's protection in growing up healthy and strong :) Ummi was glad last Saturday u went for your pneumococcal injection for the first time and you took it like a pro tapi dengan keadaan menangis jugak,but Ummi was glad as well i was strong enough to face the situation with you.Ummi tau you were already tired after playing while waiting our turn,you were ready to sleep when paed ready to inject.So you were all cranky nak tido on the bed,tapi Ummi had to hug you tight and hold your hands when paed injected the vaccine shot and I was brave enough to look at the needle being inserted into your thigh.You cried more maybe terkejut and rasa sakit the needle while Ummi baca doa selawat to your ears tapi alhamdulillah,tak lama lepas tu you calmed down bila ummi pujuk.After all is settled,we went home and soon enough you slept in your carseat soundly.You had a good rest long hours of sleep and no fever was developed.Alhamdulillah,dengan izin Allah you were allright my son.

Anyhow, Hamzah's new milestones at 17 months ummi observe:

• More new teeth coming out!Awwwww ummi selalu rasa excited je dengan progress ni,rasa macam Hamzah growing well with this particular sign.Dah boleh nampak gigi taring Hamzah :D
• Because of progress above,selera makan Hamzah nampak fluctuate.Ummi guessing sebab makin banyak gigi tumbuh,so gusi Hamzah most times tak selesa maybe sakit bila nak kunyah makan :( Tapi nak buat macam mana,if ummi boleh amek that pain for you mesti ummi amek and tanggungkan for hamzah. Ummi just have to not overworry on this,asalkan Hamzah masih makan regularly wether sikit or banyak berselera.It is the best still asal Hamzah tak kelaparan nak makan tapi tak boleh makan sebab sakit
• Sesekali Hamzah mula tunjuk again perasaan malu,Ummi tak sure why in certain situations. Even when Hamzah tgk clip video zikir2 arwah Ustaz Asri on Indahnya Iman and Hamzah macam malu2 tgk dia ;) Tapi yang paling chomel sekali,nowdays bila Hamzah rasa nak buang air besar Hamzah mesti berlari nak menyorok kat corner-corner lain biar tersorok sikit takde orang boleh datang dekat so senang Hamzah nak buang air besar with privacy in your pampers dulu before settle nak gi basuh ;) Hehe memang Hamzah the cutest to ummi's eyes when you behave that way. Pandainyeeee Hamzah!
• Menu makanan Hamzah terbaru yang Hamzah suka:buah honeydew,nasi goreng,roti bakar tabur sikit-sikit icing sugar,french toast/eggy bread,air soyabean,honeystars cereal,cake red velvet and carrot cake ummi bake,vitamin scott's emulsion orange flavour
• Vocabulary:alot of words you're trying to pick up tapi sebutan hujung-hujung je macam:
• jan=hujan
• dap=sedap
• mam=makan
• Overall you've your chatty moods macam nak bercerita pada semua orang and ummi intepret sendiri what you're trying to say
• You love to play with ummi's iphone on the apps Ummi download for you especially games by Baby Tv.Ummi happy Hamzah cepat pickup nak main on those games.InsyaAllah,ummi doakan your brain is growing well and the developement for your critical thinking is building up :)

Happy belated 17 months old birthday my son. Ummi love you always.Be a good boy and soleh son to ummi :)

A year older with Hamzah :)

Ummi's homemade red velvet cake for my birthday :) Ummi so happy masa suapkan Hamzah this cake and you tell me "dap,dap..." (sedap!) You've always liked the cakes and pastries Ummi bake for you

Ummi and Hamzah celebrating Ummi's birthday

Salam sayang buat anak ummi,Hamzah :)

At the time ummi write this post,I'm looking at you riding your scooter so confidently.Smiling away all cheeky :) We've had a long day and ummi feel tired but i'll still write a bit so we can keep this story part of our memory keepsake.

Alhamdulillah,as of yesterday 18 september 2011 Ummi turned 1 year older. I am one year older as ummi to Hamzah(the second year celebrating my birthday as a ummi),with hope Allah SWT will continue to bless Ummi with everlasting strength, growing wisdom and amplified maturity to hold this responsibility towards you my son (ameen).

We've had a great time on ummi's birthday kan Hamzah? :) Ummi was even more happy tengok Hamzah all excited to spend the times with Ummi on my birthday.Lets hope we'll share lots more of our birthdays together in many more years to come insyaAllah.Hugs and kisses to my sweet little boy,imam muda in the making...Ustaz Hamzah!Ummi love you always,my son :)

Hamzah's Current Milestone

salam sayang buat anak ummi,Hamzah :)

It's been a while since last ummi update tentang Hamzah. Musim raya ni our life's still busy as always kan sayang? Never a day goes by in the past 1 year 4 months 2 weeks 3 days ummi lahirkan Hamzah and ummi will want to miss chances in waking up to see your smiling face,my son. Hamzah sentiasa eager nak bangun start your day with new things to learn about what life is about.Alhamdulillah,ummi bersyukur sentiasa Hamzah going through phases of growing up well on your way.Ummi doakan mohon Allah SWT lindung Hamzah sentiasa while you're growing up. There is so much for you to look forward to in life,ummi hope you'll be well ready as time comes.

There will be days we face with gloomy feelings,the downs about our life, tapi rest assured other days Allah will replace us with sunny smiles and happy times ahead. We will make the best of what life can offer us always ok sayang?What's important for Hamzah is to be a good person, a soleh son and well educated spiritually and on knowledge throughout your life. One of the usual conversations Ummi will have with bestfriends Ummi about Hamzah is like how most typical mothers would say.. friends will ask..."How is your son like?" and Ummi will say "He's a happy bubbly baby,a good son insyaAllah.Ummi just can't wait to see him growing up well and smart,go to school,finish degree and Masters,find a wife and get married!" ;) Hehe that's just how Ummi is,i love to vision far ahead about you Hamzah.InsyaAllah,semoga dgn niat doa and usaha Ummi to be a responsibled mother for my son,Allah SWT will guide and help ummi all the way through. Eventhough I've heard the saying in Islam, "anak boleh di ibaratkan sebahagian daripada perhiasan hidup kita" but nevertheless,anak juga tetap anugerah and amanah dari Allah untuk Ummi therefore before you reach your adulthood independence,Ummi will assist you grow up along the way.Once you are a grown up son,insyaAllah Ummi will learn to let you go bit by bit.Or else Hamzah will end up jadi "anak ummi/mak" forever and personally,Ummi wouldn't be proud of myself and for Hamzah if you turn up to be like that ;)

Updates on Hamzah yang Ummi observe lately,

• Mulut Hamzah makin riuh! You're trying hard to communicate with people. Still susah nak pick up most of the words you used tapi insyaAllah you'll improve more as you grow
• Concentration on your skills to play with your toys is getting better so Ummi rasa you're improving on your critical thinking ability. You're able to stack up your toy stacks accordingly, put specific shape blocks according to its own respective slots of your toy box,etc
• Gigi geraham makin banyak tumbuh,love your pearly white smiles always. Selera makan makin variety,sesekali Ummi let Hamzah rasa sikit2 makanan pedas but very-very mild pedas more like sambal2 cili tomato hujung2 sudu je gaul with rice,mee with kuah kari.You seem to like to eat eventhough berjelir jugak lidah.You like pancakes too and full fat chocolate milk
• Mula tunjuk perasaan merajuk marah nak merayu if nakkan sesuatu.Aiseh ini sometimes Ummi give in sometimes tak and Ummi must show I can be strict to you. At times if Ummi saje lambat bagi,Hamzah mesti nangis marah sampai terbaring-baring atas carpet tapi tak lama you'll calm down when Ummi distract you with something else. All part of toddlerhood for you sayang (wait until you reach teenager period, fuh time tu sure lagi mencabar Ummi nak maintain my role to didik Hamzah).Hopefully,you'll learn to outgrow this phase haha
• Suka main remote control car,walaupun skill tak mahir lagi tapi either Hamzah nak main sendiri using the controller or you want Ummi to do it for you

There's always stories to tell of you Hamzah and insyaAllah i'll try to find other time to update.I've got to get back to final year project work Ummi now while you are playing with your car. Ummi sayang Hamzah always,my son. Eventhough I am a new ummi with little experience tapi insyaAllah, i will never give up my role and responsibility with Allah's guidance and will on you and my only hope Hamzah,is for you to be a soleh son :)

Hamzah and Hari Raya Aidilfitri 2011 :)

Hamzah and Ummi jalan2 beraya

Hamzah ready nak gi beraya :)

Salam sayang buat anak ummi,Hamzah budak2 baik & anak yang soleh insyaAllah :)

We've had a great raya so far kan sayang?Ummi am very glad I managed to make it a special raya preparation for our celebration. Ummi was happy dpt masak rendang ayam and nasi tomato with lauk2 dhall veg,kurma daging and ayam masak merah Hamzah seemed to like to eat ALOT! :) Ketupat pulut daun palas Ummi masak right from scratch pun turned out well,pretty good for a first timer like ummi :) Kalau Ummi kecik2 dulu just tolong Aunty Murni anyam sama ketupat daun palas but now I can do it all by myself. Ummi niatkan bila dah jadi seorang Ummi eloklah belajar lebih untuk memasak so I can take care my children's healthy food intake well insyaAllah.Ummi looking forward to improvise more and more my cooking skills so ummi can prepare Hamzah home cooked meals,dengan harapan berkat air tangan Ummi so Hamzah will receive pemakanan baik for your healthy growth. As always a natural feeling,mothers will want the best for their child for as much as a mother can offer. In return,Ummi harap Hamzah will learn to be a good soleh son as well :)

The eve of Raya Aidilfitri 2011 Hamzah was your usual self. Hamzah suka main2,tapi what Ummi observe Hamzah mula pick up to understand especially on the eve of Raya is when fixed at watching Indahnya Iman until azan waktu masuk Hamzah mesti either amek sejadah suruh bentangkan lalu Hamzah sujud or Hamzah will take Ummi's Quran and duduk belek2 Quran pages.Alhamdulillah,sejuk hati Ummi bila witness Hamzah's good observation. Ilmu agama tetap satu aspek penting Ummi ingin terapkn dalam diri and hati Hamzah besides good knowledge in life to prepare Hamzah become a good muslim man one day. Semoga Allah SWT sentiasa permudahkan niat harapan aim Ummi ini untuk besarkan Hamzah.Ameen.

Some photos taken of Hamzah during raya can be seen in this post.So Hamzah sayang,you will know how you look like during raya at the age of 1 year 4 months old :)

Ummi love you always,my son.May Allah SWT grant us the strength in ourselves always to pursue a life that's full of blessings and love dunia dan akhirat,ameen

Hamzah and bunga api!

Sneak peek photo birthday cake Hamzah when we were in UK :)

Salam sayang buat anak ummi,Hamzah budak2 baik budak2 sweet :)

How times flies,ummi almost tak perasan the date today. What memories it gives ummi. As of today,3 years ago exactly Ummi and Abi di ijabkabulkan. Ummi tak sangka selepas di ijabkabulkan,tak lama pulak Allah kurniakan Hamzah untuk jadi peneman ummi abi :) Alhamdulillah,Allah Maha Mengetahui lagi Maha Penyayang.

Raya is getting nearer,ummi sooooooooooooo excited nak sambut raya with my little hero imam muda budak2 baik Hamzah :) Tak lama lagi jugak Hamzah will turn 1 year 4 months old! Lots of reason to celebrate Hamzah. First pre celebration dengan Hamzah was malam tadi kan sayang? Ummi dah belikan stok bunga api untuk main dengan Hamzah. Tapi Hamzah still small,so ummi tolong mainkan but definitely Ummi saw the cute gleaming look in your eyes sayang!You will really like main bunga api as you grow bigger.But no mercun ok??!!Bahaya :) Ummi will post up later photo Hamzah with bunga api and coming up in future entry for your monthly birthday sayang,Ummi will write a post about your birthday when you turned 1 insyaAllah.

Ummi abi love you always,ameen.

Hamzah's "Connecting Tots"

Salam sayang buat anak ummi,Hamzah budak2 baik budak2 hensem :)

Perasaan semulajadi seorang ummi demi kebaikan anak2 is untuk mendidik mereka dengan ilmu dunia dan akhirat as best as we can. Ummi tak dapat deny,I too have this feeling for Hamzah since Hamzah mula lahir lagi.Ummi tau how important knowledge is for our future, especially for Hamzah.The more knowledge we gain,the higher level of knowledge we can have predicts more stability in our life insyaAllah. In Islam has stated as well,seorang yang berilmu tinggi mempunyai kehormatan yang tinggi dan lebih dari golongan lain.Islam juga tekankan kepentingan muslims untuk sentiasa menimba ilmu. Therefore,as Hamzah grow up from your infanthood to toddlerhood,Ummi sentiasa aim and also vision Hamzah's developement will be expanded well until you start your schooling.

Infanthood to toddlerhood till age 2 is very important for your brain developement. Research states that how well the first 2 years of a baby goes through life determines how well the brain grows and reaches almost 100% growth percentage that will remain permanent until throughout adulthood. The popular term used nowdays is "connecting tots" where brain Hamzah functions well to learn and explore by gaining more and more connections of brain cells.

Ummi cuba much as i can educating Hamzah by communications,showing books,flashcards,etc.Alhamdulillah as well Hamzah naturally learn to show your exploration side on your own.It never fails to amaze Ummi everyday watching Hamzah pick up to learn something new.Ummi doakan Hamzah sentiasa di permudahkan Allah SWT untuk menimba ilmu dunia dan akhirat,ameen.

For now,you're reaching 1 year 4 months old off course dah macam2 jugak Hamzah learn :) Ummi suka tgk gelagat Hamzah.....

• tolong sama kemas rumah...amek penyapu sapu lantai,amek baby wipe lap2 meja,buka tutup laci baju and keluarkan baju,kemas sendiri mainan2 hamzah :)
• bila nak keluar jugak, mesti amekkan tudung pass ke ummi,amek kunci kereta and handbag pass ke ummi untuk ajak keluar
• amek berus rambut ummi,beruskan sendiri rambut Hamzah
• belajar makan sendiri pakai sudu or garpu ikea Hamzah
• ride your own scooter!
• Belajar tulis and colouring
• more interest flip through your colorful books and jawi books
• tekun focus tengok laungan azan and zikir at indahnya iman
• At malls,Hamzah suka observe how the lift and escalator works (bakal engineer mcm ummi and abi?)

and macam2 lagi,the list is endless!!Ummi tak teringat nak write sume,but i'll try update lagi. Photos below are taken of Hamzah bila..

Hamzah at kakak Salma's birthday party,warm up dulu sebelum coloring session

Hamzah tekun coloring

Kakak Salma offer Hamzah a coloring sketch

Hamzah muka masam?? Taklah,tertanya je kot apsal Ummi suka je amek gambar Hamzah

Syawal is getting near,Ummi rasa excited sangat nak sambut this year's celebration with Hamzah :) Ummi going to masak lots of nice raya dishes for our family reunion insyaAllah.

Ummi Abi sayang Hamzah always,ameen.

Hamzah's First 2 Gigi Geraham

Salam sayang buat anak ummi,Hamzah ;)
Alhamdulillah,just as ummi guess Hamzah mmg ready nak tumbuh gigi geraham!Pagi tadi dah nampak 2 batang gigu geraham Hamzah on your upper right gum.
Lagi berselera Hamzah nak makan now as you can chew better.So far Hamzah's favourite menu's are:
Spaghetti boloignaise & carbonara & Kenny Roger's macaroni & cheese
Lauk ayam masak kicap or masak lemak kuning labu/ayam tanpa cili api
Biskut raya ummi bake
Nasi arab with grilled chicken
Various juice especially freshly made orange & apple juice

Vocab Hamzah getting clearer,tapi very few words lagi.Hamzah suka sebut "jom,ummi" if nak ajak keluar.Hamzah will pass ummi tudung and handbag ummi,pegang kunci kereta and pegang tangan ummi tarik ummi ke pintu rumah and terus ke kereta.Hamzah can sebut "dap"(sedap),Hamzah faham pampers if di tanya akan tunjuk ke pampers Hamzah tengah pakai.In general mulut Hamzah makin riuh :)


Ummi Abi love Hamzah always :) You're my little imam muda in the making,sayang!Ummi doakan Hamzah menjadi seorang imam muda one day,with good guidance and wisdom through Allah's will.A good soleh son to ummi,just like Abi to his mother.Ameen

Strength and Sacrifice

Salam sayang buat anak ummi,Hamzah :) Right now as ummi type ni Hamzah tengah tidur. You were very moody when we went out for a drive tadi,seboleh boleh Hamzah nak main lama ke stearing kereta Ummi ye.Ummi bagi chance jugak Hamzah main for a while,mesti remind you of your own car stearing kan sayang?Ada butang2 boleh tekan on stearing untuk adjust radio volume and channel,etc. Ummi very sorry after sometime kena go on drive and Hamzah tak dapat hold on to stearing lagi main2.We had to drive home and cuaca pun nak hujan.Sekarang masih gelap sangat.Hamzah was very upset nangis sedih semacam buat Ummi pun sedih sama.Tapi Ummi harap Hamzah faham why and off course soon enough after sometime merajuk tak dapat main stearing Hamzah tertido. Next time Ummi bawa Hamzah main2 stearing lagi.

Ramadhan dah masuk mid month now,Ummi rasa dah banyak new experience we go through kan sayang as Hamzah grow? Hamzah belajar bangun sahur sesekali,jenguk Ummi buat variety of biskut raya (semperit,strawberry tart,makmur and choc chip),your favourite are strawberry tart and semperit kan sayang?Hamzah dengan Ummi pergi settle belikan baju2 raya untuk Hamzah,Hamzah sesekali join Ummi terawih di rumah. Last year,Hamzah berpeluang go through Ramadhan with Abi around tapi this year without him. No worries still,insyaAllah Ummi yakin Abi tetap ingat ke Hamzah while he is busy working. Hamzah must remember,Abi is a very diligent worker and takes his career seriously.He has to memandangkan dia seorang abi and a son yang sangat setia bertanggungjawab pada keluarga.He is the main person that assist family financially.Whatsmore dengan musim panas sekarang di middle east, Hamzah belum faham tapi cuba bayangkan,dengan keadaan cuaca tak menentu di kawasan padang pasir exactly.Abi goes through very tough job atmosphere certain times.Bad times would be when ada sandstorm,kesian Abi kena face the hardship dengan pasir berterbangan maybe masuk mata,maybe sampai termakan lagi pasir!All that untuk melaksanakan tanggungjawab dia mencari rezeki untuk keluarga.

What Ummi trying to say in this post as pesanan untuk Hamzah and jugak reminder for Ummi is about the strength and sacrifice we have in our selves.Ummi percaya Allah SWT telah menciptakan setiap hambaNya dengan keupayaan strength and willingness to sacrifice in different levels and degree tersendiri untuk melalui dugaan and ujian dalam hidup. Kehadiran Hamzah ke dunia jugak telah Allah tetapkan your fate and destiny,ada terselit ujian2 hidup Hamzah kena tempuhi at very young age. You have abi yang terpaksa sama2 Hamzah and himself kena berjauhan most times due to his work commitments. That is a big sacrifice on both part dari Hamzah and juga dari Abi,sentiasa berjauhan tapi tetap dekat di hati.Walaupun hubungan Hamzah dengan Abi sangat penting, Abi and Ummi bertanggungjawab ke Hamzah selagi we are still alive tapi Ummi harap Hamzah will learn to understand as you grow up older that the choices being made in our life is partly a destiny Allah dah tetapkan. Ummi percaya Allah telah ciptakan Ummi,Abi and Hamzah dengan keupayaan untuk tabah kuat,have the strentgh and to go on with sacrifice melalui ujian2 dan dugaan2 dalam hidup kita ikut keupayaan kita dapat tampung.Allah tak akan sesekali beri kita ujian2 dugaan2 dalam hidup kita di luar keupayaan kita untuk hadapi. Ummi sentiasa ingatkan diri Ummi as well,that I was born in this world sebagaimana Allah ciptakan Ummi is to be strong to cope and accept the phase I have to go through in our lives together now and in the future.Ummi yakin sekali yang Hamzah akan bersama Ummi untuk teruskan tabah menempuhi ujian2 dugaan2 dalam hidup kita bersama sentiasa di bawah jagaan perlindungan Allah SWT. Hamzah merupakan amanah Ummi Abi di berikan oleh Allah, oleh itu Ummi sentiasa ingatkan diri Ummi yang I will be strong to cope my role as Ummi pada Hamzah while especially dengan keadaan Hamzah tanpa Abi untuk menjaga Hamzah sama.It has been a big test on Ummi sepanjang masa selepas Ummi lahirkan Hamzah,to cope being single ummi most times.Alhamdulillah still, the strength we have in ourselves proves that Allah loves us all. We have Allah SWT who is the Greatest and Most Loving Of All.Kasih Allah pada hamba-hambaNya,pada Hamzah and pada Ummi tak akan pudar and hilang selagi kita yakin padaNya and be as good as we can as a muslim.

Its near Maghrib now,Ummi will end this post dulu since soon nak buka puasa.We're going to have nasi arab damsyik ayam for iftar :) Mesti Hamzah suka, as how Ummi and Abi pun suka nasi arab. Ummi Abi sayang Hamzah always,ameen.

Hamzah Nak Tumbuh Gigi Geraham?

Hamzah handsome on your favourite chair,

duduk elok2 tengok Indahnya Iman sampai azan masuk

Salam sayang selamat pagi subuh anak Ummi,Hamzah :)

Hamzah still asleep at this hour,ummi bangun sahur sorang tadi jenguk Hamzah tido lena dalam your playpen. Semalam Hamzah had overall good day,tapi whole day stay at home.Ummi rasa extra penat lately, spent the day buat biskut makmur untuk our raya and banana cake for iftar. Hamzah with ummi spend your day macam biasa, main2 with your toys,tengok your nursery songs dvd few times sambil menari tepuk tangan and also watch Indahnya Iman until azan waktu masuk.

Ummi cuma perasan jugak hala ke awal tengah hari Hamzah badan rasa lebih panas dari biasa, check your temperature it reached 37.1C. You looked uncomfortable macam serba tak kena. You're coughing with phlegm and sneezing as well. Ummi decide to give you ubat batuk and ubat selsema demam from the clinic. Alhamdulillah Hamzah had your afternoon nap, Ummi letak towel lembap on your forehead and soon later temperature Hamzah turun pada paras normal balik. Lepas tu dah hala ke petang malam Hamzah feel better nampak active and no warm temperature lagi.Ummi rasa Hamzah nak tumbuh gigi geraham,insyaAllah all will be well for you sayang. Cuma mula dari semalam you have to take cough syrup regularly with hope akan reda kahak batuk Hamzah.Ummi will doakan your speedy recovery ok sayang.

Ummi nak gi solat Subuh now,soon enough maybe after syuruk Hamzah akan bangun.Ummi kesian dengar Hamzah batuk with kahak sikit2 time sahur tadi.Pagi nanti Hamzah minum air madu ok.

Ummi Abi sayang Hamzah always,ameen.

Gelagat Hamzah Bangun Tido Lepas Syuruk Sewaktu Ramadhan

Salam selamat pagi anak ummi,Hamzah sayang :)

Hamzah bangun lepas syuruk pagi tadi while ummi tgh baca quran.Ummi noticed Hamzah dah celik mata,tapi bergolek golek lagi atas tilam playpen tengok sekeliling sambil hugging your bantal peluk and "boo boo" teddy bear Hamzah ;)

Right now though Hamzah tengah next to Ummi,tengok your favourite nursery songs dvd Ummi belikan on tv. Ummi hope by watching the dvd,it's a good learning process for Hamzah to learn simple knowledge,ABC's and 123's. Hamzah have few favourite songs like especially "Hokey Pokey","Ba Ba Black Sheep", "Old McDonald","Twinkle Twinkle Little Star" and "The Spaghetti Song". InsyaAllah, Ummi Abi sentiasa doakan yang terbaik untuk Hamzah membesar to be anak yang soleh,pandai dalam ilmu dunia and akhirat,paling penting taat setia pada Ummi Abi.Ummi harap Hamzah jadikan Abi contoh baik untuk Hamzah ikut.Abi seorang anak yang soleh,always first priority to family especially his mother and adik-adik and not to forget our son :) Abi seorang yang sangat bertanggungjawab pada family, takes care of his mother and siblings very well.Alhamdulillah,ummi doakan Hamzah the same akan ikut contoh Abi menjadi a son yang sama especially first priority pada Ummi and adik-adik Hamzah insyaAllah,ameen. Di harapkan di bulan Ramadhan yang mulia ni, doa Ummi akan di makbulkan untuk anak teruna Ummi sorang ni :)

Hamzah bila besar nanti,mesti can recall balik gelagat Hamzah macamana bila bangun tido..

Hamzah bergolek dulu atas tilam,peluk bantal

After some time,Hamzah berdiri menguap megeliat dulu

Hamzah shower Ummi a sweet smile dulu :)

Ok dah lama sangat Hamzah dalam playpen,boring Ummi tak dukung keluar lagi.

Sessi merayu bermula

Hamzah buat muka kesian sebelum Ummi dukung out of playpen

Ummi Abi sayang Hamzah always,ameen.

Hamzah With Kway Teow Ladna And Banana Smoothies

Salam sayang buat anak ummi,Hamzah :)

Tonight,Hamzah tido soon after Ummi selesai solat terawih 8 rakaat. We had real fun today, ummi just rasa nak jot it down for memory keepsake.

Pagi tadi Hamzah bangun quite restless, merengek semacam. Ummi guessed eventually Hamzah tak selesa tummy nak pass motion tapi sembelit. Got Ummi worried jugak since Hamzah dah jarang have sembelit problem. Hamzah wasn't comfortable nak mandi pagi. Ummi figured try pujuk Hamzah to rest baring dulu so less discomfort.Hamzah baring atas your daytime tilam, still merengek nangis tak selesa.Ummi urut2 kaki and belakang Hamzah until Hamzah can relax sikit. Alhamdulillah after some time Hamzah managed to rasa comfortable to pass motion,kerap plak today in the morning dah 3 kali.Petang another time.

After Hamzah breakfast, we went to Tesco to shop foodstuff and bahan2 buat biskut raya. Ummi suka tengok gelagat Hamzah berdiri on Tesco trolley.It's much easier especially since Ummi tak perlu push Hamzah on stroller but you can just stand in the Tesco trolley and at same time Ummi can stock up barang2 nak purchase ;) Hamzah very friendly talkative je sepanjang masa at Tesco,nak tegur semua orang.You are getting very smart and observant,alhamdulillah a good progress for toddler your age.

Once we got home, Hamzah main2 and eventually slept well during awal petang. By the time Maghrib masuk and we buka puasa home cooked kway teow ladna Hamzah tasted it first time and you really liked it!Ummi rasa seronok gak tengok,a new experience for you kan sayang? Makan kway teow and sawi pieces,carrots all by yourself.Oh Hamzah sekarang suka nak belajar suap sendiri makanan :) Ummi very happy I've been able to slowly ajar Hamzah good table manners during meals.Hamzah can sit in your high chair most times occupied to learn suap sendiri your meal.It's always fun watching Hamzah grow up.Alhamdulillah Ummi very glad Allah has been giving a good watch over Hamzah for you to grow. Another new drink Ummi buat yang Hamzah is banana smoothies!Hamzah very picky susah sangat nak mkn fresh papaya and bananas.So Ummi figured try turn into a smoothies drink and you drank it all the way until quite finished.So Ummi glad both milk,honey and bananas masuk juga into your food and beverage intake which especially I hope will help you better with your food digestion to elak sembelit. Off course,Ummi tau fruit yogurt suits you well as well tapi its always better Hamzah makan fresh fruits for added vitamins.

Ummi nak join Hamzah tido now.Sleep well sayang,ummi abi loves you always.

Hamzah tido malam ni while ummi stay up buat biskut raya

Salam sayang buat anak ummi,Hamzah :) Dah lama ummi tak amek pic Hamzah tengah tido. Tonight ummi rasa nak amek pic Hamzah since ummi still awake up buat biskut raya for us to sambut raya nanti.Chomelnyeee Hamzah time tido,tak sure iras siapa Hamzah time tido,ummi ke or abi. Most people say Hamzah banyak iras Abi,tapi Ummi rasa Hamzah ada jugak iras Ummi (kecuali kulit Hamzah,sah memang iras Abi gitu).

:) Hamzah tido peacefully sentiasa buat Ummi rasa tenang and tabah,sayu sejuk hati. Allah SWT have blessed Ummi Abi in our life dengan kehadiran Hamzah,we love you always,our son :)

Hamzah Experience Ramadhan as a toddler

Salam sayang buat anak ummi abi,Hamzah :) Last year,Hamzah first experience ramadhan bersama ummi abi as a baby tak banyak Hamzah dapat observe sebab biasa tidur lena je waktu sahur. Terawih di malam hari Hamzah tak dapat ikut since elok Hamzah rest tidur awal di rumah.

Tapi tahun ni............lain!Hamzah makin besar and pandai nak belajar tentang perkara sekeliling and amalan ibadah di waktu Ramadhan :) Alhamdulillah!

Hamzah hensem nak mkn di McD sebelum ramadhan mula,Dah pandai main duit-duit kertas tu. Standby berlatih nak dapat duit raya nanti sepanjang syawal :)

Hamzah nak ucap selamat berpuasa dan beramal ibadah di bulan ramadhan buat abi yang jauh! Semoga Abi di kurniakan "superdad" power,ketabahan lebih secara fizikal,mental emosi bekerja rajin dengan selamat di sana just like Hamzah yang perlu tabah berjauhan dengan Abi sentiasa,mohon Allah SWT lindung Abi sentiasa,ameen. We will always doakan Abi segala yang terbaik sepanjang saat-saat Abi bekerja.

Tapi Hamzah tak puasa,suka makan di McD... :) Hamzah dah pandai bangun sahur sama sebelum 5am sambil tengok Seindahnya Iman sampai azan Subuh masuk. Tapi Hamzah sahur simple, susu sebotol dengan main2 makan fries/spaghetti.

Ummi abi sentiasa bersyukur Allah SWT kurniakan Hamzah sebagai amanah ummi abi, satu pengajaran indah for us to learn our responsibilities towards Hamzah.InsyaAllah, di bulan mulia ramadhan ummi abi akan guna lebih peluang untuk banyakkan berdoa segala yang terbaik untuk Hamzah,our little hero. Always believe in yourself Hamzah, walaupun sentiasa berjauhan dengan Abi,tapi Abi & Ummi tetap sayangkan Hamzah :)

Hamzah at 1 year 3 months

Hamzah at ikea,testing his potential bed when he turns 5 years old

29 July 2011----midnight time...

Salam sayang buat anak ummi, Hamzah :) Alhamdulillah,Hamzah dah genap 1 tahun 3 bulan today.Ummi am very proud of your achievements sayang.Ummi pasti eventhough Abi xberpeluang utk observe Hamzah membesar since dia sentiasa kena berjauhan due to work commitments,tapi he will feel the same.InsyaAllah,ummi will do best i can didik Hamzah membesar dengan didikan ilmu dunia & akhirat sempurna.Ummi doakan Hamzah membesar to be a good son just macam Abi pada umminye & macam Ummi pd nenek Hamzah.Hamzah will always be our little hero in our eyes :)
Hamzah tdo lewat sikit than biasa malam ni maybe sebab beralih bulan.Seronok ye sayang Ummi bawa gi jalan2 main kat McD playarea tadi sampai Hamzah tak nak tdo awal?Ummi da abis exam siang tadi now baru dapat bawa Hamzah gi jalan2 sebelum bulan Ramadhan mula.InsyaAllah,kita gi terawih sama2 di masjid/di rumah,sahur sama2,berbuka puasa sama2 ok.We have each other always,while Abi sibuk kena kerja during Ramadhan.Hamzah ummi doakan Abi selamat sentiasa sewaktu bekerja overseas ok tengah musim panas ni,ameen.
One thing ummi selalu fikirkan,nak didik Hamzah peka waktu solat 5 waktu.Hamzah suka duduk menonton "Indahnya Iman" at Oasis channel really helps to channel your interest tentang azan solat & zikir2 kan?Ummi suka sangat tengok Hamzah focused during setiap solat waktu nak masuk bila nonton "Indahnya Iman".Ummi rasa sayu sejuk hati jugak everytime bila Ummi solat,bentangkn sejadah sebelah untuk Hamzah and Hamzah will join sama sujud dengan Ummi.Also bila Ummi baca Al Quran Hamzah mesti datang duduk mengadap sambil tengok Quran dengan dekat.Ummi insyaAllah akan pastikan Hamzah mula dapatkan didikan bacaan Muqadam and Quran at young age when minda Hamzah masih fresh untuk menghafal.
Oklah Ummi nak join Hamzah tdo now.Ummi dah bacakan doa2 surah pelindung untuk Hamzah bila garu2 Hamzah tdo tadi.Night2 sweetdreams my son.Ummi Abi love you always insyaAllah,ameen.

Hamzah DI Suatu Pagi Ke Pasar Dengan Ummi

Salam selamat pagi hamzah sayang :) Dah tak lama lagi Hamzah turning into 1 year old 3 months toddler (3 days lagi). Rasa cepatnya masa berlalu, ummi enjoying every seconds and moments of my days observing watching Hamzah grow each day alhamdulillah sihat thanks to Allah SWT (demam selsema sikit2 tu biasa lah kan sayang tapi ummi tahu Hamzah tabah kuat macam Ummi and Abi). Sekarang ummi tengah compose ni Hamzah tengah nak start your playtime with your toys lepas makan breakfast fruit yogurt and favourite cereal Hamzah,coco krunch with ummi tadi. Ummi banyak nak cerita tentang progress Hamzah insyaAllah in the next few entries.Ummi have to be quick in this post sebab ummi kena sambung buat revision untuk exam.Lepas exam nanti we'll go for your immune injection nanti ok sayang.

Hamzah bangun awal pagi tadi teman ummi gi pasar pagi beli ayam,ikan tenggiri,sayur etc :)

Nanti Hamzah dah betul2 besar boleh tolong ummi drive kereta gi pasar belikan barang makan for us ok? Sekarang ummi pikul tanggungjawab tu dulu :)

Hamzah posing for the camera bila dah sampai umah to have breakfast time dengan ummi

:) Hamzah makin handsome lah membesar each day, ada orang yang comment Hamzah ada "commercial look". Jom we go meet casting agent nak boleh Hamzah try your luck berlakon dalam iklan "Huggies" diapers :) Tak lah ummi gurau je! Mmmuaahh hugs and kisses to my little hero.Ummi Abi sayang Hamzah always dunia akhirat insyaAllah. May Allah bless us all always to be amazing parents to Hamzah and for Hamzah to be anak yang soleh lagi taat pada Ummi and Abi.Ameen.

Hamzah and Abi at Wetlands Putrajaya

Abi dah lama kerja abroad,balik baru dapat tgk Hamzah

berjalan dengan steady. Abi tolong pakaikan Hamzah sandals

Abi assist Hamzah nak duduk kayuh push car

Abi-Hamzah moment on the push car

Hamzah rajin berjalan explore,abi teman tengokkan.

Hamzah dah pandai minum pakai straw

Salam sayang buat anak ummi abi, Muhammad Hamzah Hafizuddin :)

Dah lamanye ummi tak make a point updatekan life Hamzah sini ye. It's been a roller coaster ride our family have to go through kan in the past few months.Alhamdulillah Hamzah tetap ummi abi besarkan best as we can. You've grown up so well and healthy sayang,insyaAllah ummi abi sentiasa mendoakan kepada Allah SWT untuk Hamzah membesar dgn sihat, cerdik and berakhlak baik.Ameen.

Ummi ada banyak cerita nak share dgn semua di sini tentang perkembangan Hamzah untuk kita semua simpan dalam memori. Hamzah lately selsema dedha kan, batuk2 sikit buat ummi extra risau je.Hopefully doctor's medication will help cure Hamzah soon dengan izin Allah. Ada lebih masa lagi ummi will try update as much as i can about hamzah ok sayang?

For this post,ummi nak share with Hamzah moments Hamzah spent dengan Abi recently di Wetlands Putrajaya. Hamzah happy je time ni ye dapat spend time dengan Abi. Ummi yakin walaupun Abi kerja jauh tak dapat luangkan banyak masa ke Hamzah,tapi niat dia tetap baik untuk bertanggungjawab sebagai abi kepada Hamzah,mencari rezeki halal untuk Hamzah. InsyaAllah Hamzah Ummi doakan yang terbaik sahaja untuk Abi ok sepanjang Hamzah berjauhan dengan Abi kerja abroad.

Ummi Abi sayang Hamzah always,insyaAllah.Ameen

Hamzah's Wordless Wednesday

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Salam Sayang Buat Anakku Hamzah

Hamzah,
Hari ni genap 2 tahun 5 bulan ummi dan abi menempuhi hidup bersama. Biasanya ummi will buat special post untuk mengingati balik saat-saat ummi abi di ijabkabulkan tapi kali ni ummi nak buat a different kind of post untuk kongsi sama dengan Hamzah sebab......

Hakikat indah sebenarnya Allah SWT tetapkan tibanya masa ummi & abi ada jodoh bersama,sah pada tarikh hari ini 2 tahun 5 bulan lepas supaya tiba juga masa Allah tetapkan untuk Hamzah bertemu ummi abi di alam dunia sebagai teman hidup kami bersama. Pada saat ummi sedang karang post ni, Hamzah at almost 9 bulan umur (lagi 6 hari to be precise) tengah syok duduk atas walker Hamzah yang cantik tu di tepi pintu entrance umah kita tengok view luar tengah hujan renyai-renyai. Walker LittleBean untuk Hamzah tu ummi pilihkan di Toys R Us few months ago.Ummi sebenarnya dah lama nak wujudkan blog ni khas untuk Hamzah supaya dapat keep track kalau boleh setiap hari perkembangan and gambar-gambar Hamzah membesar.

Apa-apa pun ummi rasa belum terlambat. InsyaAllah in the future entries ummi akan update kisah hidup perkembangan Hamzah serajin mungkin just macam ummi updatekan personal blog ummi. Ummi harap bila Hamzah dah besar dewasa dapat menikmati saat-saat lepas bersama ummi abi dengan membaca blog khas untuk anak teruna ummi abi sorang ni :)

Ummi end this post sini dulu. Next post ummi janji dengan Hamzah yang ummi akan ceritakan saat-saat macamana keadaan ummi bersama Hamzah berusaha menempuhi ketentuan Allah untuk kita bertemu bertentang mata buat kali pertama. Saat itu memang ummi tak dapat lupakan bila renung muka Hamzah for the first time.

Our precious moment together,alhamdulillah. Allah SWT memang Maha Berkuasa lagi Maha Penyayang kerana memberi peluang ummi menerima Hamzah sebagai amanah olehNya.

Last but not least, always beleive in yourself and between us that Ummi Abi tetap sentiasa sayangkan Hamzah.

Salam sayang,
Ummi